Symbolic reading

The 'abomination' is the perceived future. Your subconscious is reacting to a perceived tipping point—a consequence so severe that your spirit finds it unbearable.

Practical reading

This dream suggests you are allowing catastrophic thinking to dominate. While the potential outcome is frightening, the dream may be asking you to break down the feared consequence into smaller, manageable steps.

Psychology explanation

This scenario reflects extreme anxiety regarding loss of control. The aversion is a defense mechanism against perceived irreversible damage, prompting the ego to shut down the perceived threat.