Dream scenario
The Memory Trigger
The dream involves a specific past relationship or event that felt intensely demanding or suffocating. The current feeling of emotional withdrawal mirrors the feeling of needing escape from that past pressure.
Symbolic reading
The 'antisexual' feeling is the body's memory of a past emotional survival mechanism. Your current subconscious is rehearsing how to survive intense emotional pressure by creating necessary distance.
Practical reading
You may be unconsciously reenacting old patterns of emotional overwhelm. The dream is signaling that while the past is over, the lesson about emotional pacing remains relevant to your present.
Psychology explanation
The mind uses the present to process the past. The withdrawal mechanism is a coping skill developed during a previous period of high emotional stress, and it is being reactivated.